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I think this weekend is going to be horribly long. At least I finished what I planned to... except for my psych reading... then I have to start my papers and finals studying. I guess I could start on monday or something... I hope Karl doesn't want to meet soon, it'll be too much work.... it seems as if he really doesn't want me to do anything anyway.....
posted by Alisa 5:43 PM

It's finally the weekend... SIGH, it's still going to be filled with work. Saturday, I have to go be social... I better pull it off! I might even have some fun, so that's not really a big deal. Sunday is the choir concert. I also have a lot to study study study...
posted by Alisa 4:45 PM

hmm, ok so today was a busy busy busy day... actually that'd be yesterday now ha ha ha... anyway, I got my History of Art test back... I guess it wasn't as bad as I thought... which is good.. but still disappointing... I can't understand why a B is so disappointing sometimes, but it is... maybe because that's one of the grades I'm counting on this quarter... also, today's ethics discussion was depressing also... people really like to emphasize that pre-med is hard and that lots of people shouldn't become doctors... sigh... I'm going to need to get at least a 32 on the MCATs I hope I can do that... I guess I'll just have to study my butt off... the guy also mentioned a 3.95 GPA and a bad MCAT score can get you in, but if you've worked on that GPA using your maximum energy, you might get screwed over in med school because there is more work there.... and I don't even have a 3.5 GPA... SIGH... pre-med is very depressing sometimes.... maybe I should forget about med school... I don't know if I can do it... and I sure don't feel like I'm smart or confident enough. Not only that, but the stupid doctor was supposed to talk about the ethics of pain management, and we get this how to get admitted to med school junk. SIGH....
posted by Alisa 12:26 AM

I don't know I'm in a quoting mood today.... so maybe I'll quote some movies and things. These are from the movie Girl Interrupted:

Tony: Do you see purple people? My friend saw purple people and one day some men from the state came and took him away. He didn't like that. So time went by and he told 'em he didn't see purple people no more.
Susanna: He got better.
Tony: Nah, he still sees 'em.

Susanna: Was I ever crazy? Maybe. Or maybe life is... Crazy isn't being broken or swallowing a dark secret. It's you or me amplified. If you ever told a lie and enjoyed it. If you ever wished you could be a child forever. They were not perfect, but they were my friends and by the '70s most of them were out living lives. Some I've seen, some never again, but there isn't a day my heart doesn't find them.

Lisa: Take one step and I'll jab this pen into my aorta
[aiming pen at her neck]
Valerie: Your aorta is in your chest, Lisa.
Lisa: Good to know.

and From Phenomenon:
Dr. Bob Niedorf: Right. Name as many mammals as you can in 60 seconds. Ready? Go.
[Starts stopwatch.]
George Malley: Hmm. 60 seconds. Well, how would you like that? How about alphabetical? Aardvark, baboon, caribou, dolphin, eohippus, fox, gorilla, hyena, ibex, jackal, kangaroo, lion, marmoset, Newfoundland, ocelot, panda, rat, sloth, tiger, unicorn, varmint, whale, yak, zebra. Now "varmint" is a stretch; so is "Newfoundland" (that's a dog breed); "unicorn" is mythical; "eohippus" is prehistoric. But you weren't being very specific, now, were you, Bob?

posted by Alisa 11:47 AM

I guess sleeping didn't really help make the hurting stop... I'm still in pain today... I guess it's about time to take some pain reliever... hopefully the medicine will last long!
posted by Alisa 10:49 AM

I've decided to post some poetry:

Tears frozen against pale skin
Time stopped
A feeling of emptiness,
A void within the heart where once... blood flowed
Darkness permeates into the air
Dreams shattered and scattered...
A chill breezes past, but shivers are paralyzed
Instead, a sense of neverending rocking to erase the cold
Broken wings rain down from the sky
posted by Alisa 12:36 AM

Well, today was a long day. Had a choir retreat today... it was too long for me. I was in pain the whole time.... I guess today isn't a good day to be standing forever. I had more to say, but I don't remember so maybe I'll write again later.
posted by Alisa 8:22 PM

OK, so I got to see my roomie again very briefly... she stormed out of our room because this weekend sucked for her. She's all depressed about it, and if I were her I would be too. Actually I have my own reason to be depressed, but I'll talk about that later. Well, anyway... whenever she slams the door it's a sure sign of her being mad. She's mad at herself for not doing the fafsa form... and getting in yet another car accident. It wasn't really her fault. Some stupid driver was swerving in the center lane and she was in another lane and started to swerve so the driver wouldn't hit her but she lost control of her car and slammed into one of those guardrails on the highway. All I could say was at least she didn't get hurt because she was going really fast.... I couldn't tell her much more to comfort her. I'm sure her boyfriend could do a better job than I could... she left to go spend the night with him... and now I'm all alone. Then we got housing assignments and I've somehow gotten screwed over by STUPID OSU... as always... because they put me into a 3-person suite. Probably because I had to change dorms because they are kicking people out of my dorm that I'm currently in if they aren't in some ford program thing. Sigh... oh well... back to the 8-page paper due tomorrow... at least I have 5 pages now. Three more to go....
posted by Alisa 10:24 PM

Lyrics From Sarah Mclachlan:

Make me a witness
take me out
out of darkness
out of doubt
I won't weigh you down
with good intention
won't make fire out of clay
or other inventions
will we burn in heaven
like we do down here
will the change come
while we're waiting
everyone is waiting
and when we're done
soul searching
as we carried the weight
and died for the cause
is misery
made beautiful
right before our eyes
will mercy be revealed
or blind us where we stand
will we burn in heaven
like we do down here
will the change come while we're waiting
everyone is waiting
chorus
posted by Alisa 4:41 PM

There I added links and stuff to jazz up my blog.... I love my friends!!!!!! DINA AND SARAH! :)
posted by Alisa 2:25 PM

So anyway, I'm still thinking of the food at Mongolian Barbeque from yesterday... the asian salad and the crawfish was the best! I'm going to have to go again. I can't believe that I haven't been there before... I guess I've missed out on some good food. This morning I had the best ribs at home... my lovely daddy made it just for me. I also got to have my baklava that I bought yesterday at North Market... yum, I love food... I could eat all day.. sigh... but that'd make me a pig... I guess I already am!
posted by Alisa 1:35 PM

I've not had enough time at all (yesterday) to write anything... went to city center with a friend because she had to go get music from a store downtown... we rode the bus, spent all day downtown... it was fun, but I got no work done. This means that I still have an 8 page paper left to do before monday, and History of Art stuff to do... plus to get ready for officers meeting... and plan to meet with my co-chair so we can discuss things... and figure out where donut sales is moving to... and hopefully be able to fix the other paper I wrote so I can get a better grade... at least I have black shoes for the choir concert next sunday....
posted by Alisa 12:41 AM

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